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| 09:57am 13/12/2005 |
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mood:  happy
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havent updated latly...but I guess i will for a little now. Life has thrown many obstacles in my direction and at many times, i have felt and started to give up on myself and things that surround me. I have gone through more than many of you will ever know beacuse I feel that telling other people what is wrong and crying to them about it does nothing to help my situation. Only a select few in my life are really aware of everyhting oign on in and surrounding me and I feel that I do this to protect myself. Im afraid. Im afraid of many things and one of the thingsim afraid of is being open. Open to other people and open to the chance of being hurt by other people. Life, as I know it, has been a tornado fillde with drama, pain, tears, and anger but its time for me to get over it. Its time for me to face things and use things that I do have in my life to my advantage. i cant sit around and feel sorry for myself anymore beause feeling sorry for myself wont help me succeed or help me achieve what I want out of life.
Thanks for listening
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| 11:53pm 28/11/2005 |
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Belle Isle...Me and Allen..Pouring rain...slow jams CD
need I say more??
PURFECT NITE |
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| 04:24pm 17/11/2005 |
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mood: happy
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| 07:36pm 06/11/2005 |
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http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=205952>1=7361
The article:
Tyra Banks Goes Undercover As Obese Woman
Nov 2, 3:42 PM EST
The Associated Press
LOS ANGELES -- Tyra Banks has gone undercover as a 350-pound woman. Banks wore the fat suit to experience what it's like to be obese.
"It seemed like the last form of open discrimination that's OK, and I decided to put on a 350-pound suit myself and live that life for a day and see what happens," the 31-year-old former supermodel told AP Radio in a recent interview. "And it was one of the most heartbreaking days of my life."
Banks said she was shocked at the reaction.
"I started walking down the street and within 10 seconds, a trio of people looked at me, snickered, looked me right in my eye and started pointing and laughing in my face," the talk-show host said. "And I had no idea it was that blatant."
The segment will air Monday on "The Tyra Banks Show."
Banks, who had a sonogram on her show in September to prove that her breasts are real, is also planning a Nov. 18 segment on pursuing "a beautiful booty."
She will reveal her own "dimpled butt" and receive endermologie treatment on the set. |
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| 05:32pm 03/11/2005 |
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TRUST:
You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough.
The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.
Love all, trust a few.
MISTAKES:
The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.
Strong people make as many mistakes as weak people. Difference is that strong people admit their mistakes, laugh at them, learn from them. That is how they become strong.
FEAR:
Death is not the biggest fear we have; our biggest fear is taking the risk to be alive -- the risk to be alive and express what we really are.
LIFE:
Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.
Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference
If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain.
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
However mean your life is, meet it and live it: do not shun it and call it hard names. Cultivate poverty like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Things do not change, we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts
Too many people are thinking of security instead of opportunity. They seem to be more afraid of life than death
There was never yet an uninteresting life. Such a thing is an impossibility. Inside of the dullest exterior there is a drama, a comedy and a tragedy.
To live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go. |
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| 05:21pm 03/11/2005 |
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mood:  thoughtful
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Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage
Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.
Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Free love? As if love is anything but free! Man has bought brains, but all the millions in the world have failed to buy love. Man has subdued bodies, but all the power on earth has been unable to subdue love. Man has conquered whole nations, but all his armies could not conquer love. Man has chained and fettered the spirit, but he has been utterly helpless before love. High on a throne, with all the splendor and pomp his gold can command, man is yet poor and desolate, if love passes him by. And if it stays, the poorest hovel is radiant with warmth, with life and color. Thus love has the magic power to make of a beggar a king. Yes, love is free; it can dwell in no other atmosphere.
Age does not protect you from love, but love to some extent protects you from age.
We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another.
Do you love me because I'm beautiful,
or am I am beautiful because you love me?
A good marriage is one which allows for change and growth in the individuals and in the way they express their love.
Where there is love, there is pain.
Love, I find, is like singing. Everybody can do enough to satisfy themselves, though it may not impress the neighbors as being very much. |
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| 11:51am 29/10/2005 |
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mood:  sick
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FUN nite last nite at mel's halloween party. FOR SURE crazy fun! I put pics in my photobucket |
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| 09:55pm 24/10/2005 |
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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you haden't, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid to tel someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple beacuse you were so afraid of losing what you already had tih that person? Your heard decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own..when you least expect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to loev someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all aobut risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a perosn who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye?What would you do if everytime you wnted someone they would never be? What would you do if your best friend died tommorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do fi you never got a chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know that I love them? Poeple live, but people die. And I want to tell you all that you are a friend. If you died tommorow (GOD FORBID), you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours? Even if we never talk again after today. please know that I am forever changed because of who you are, who I am when i am with you, and what you mean to me.
I love all you guyz |
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| My day |
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| 12:53am 23/10/2005 |
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mood: cheerful music: Mariah
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SOOOO today I went to Daphne's house for her daughter's 11th birthday. it was soooo cute and so fun. Her family is so sweet. I met cousins and mothers and evreything. I hung out there til like 6 and then went to Allen's for an hour and chilled before he went out with his boys. Then I went home and my sister and I had a "sister bonding nite". We went to b dubs and had sum scarey old men staring at us like they wanted to dip us in sum hot sauce and eat us. Then we went to cold stone and ran to the car cuz we were freezing. Then we went home and both were speaking with Allen thruogh text message for like a half n hour and then we watched cinderella story and fell asleep on the couch. Sister bonding,...YEAAA. I love my sister...she is one of my BESTTESTTT friend
OMG my sis had the cutest lil texts with allen.
my sister: what do you ithnk aobut my sister going out on a date tonite?
Allen: SHes an adult
My sister; but she didnt go out on a date with him. she will only date u. shes taking me out on a date tonite
Allen: I dont wanna hold her back
My sister: what do you mean?
Allen: She is so full of life. I love her.
My sister: Well she loves you to. why dont you get married already
HAHA how cute is that
I DO NOT WANNA WORK TOMMORO!!!!!!! 2morro should b a very interesting day....
CEDAR POINT NEXT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hopefully... |
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| 12:23am 19/10/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: Against all odds- Mariah Carey
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Do we pick and choose our paths, our fights, our happiness or has fate planned everything out for us? When we are born, does God already have our whole lives planned out for us, eveyr moment, every move, everything that we go through? Or do we have complete freedom as to what occurs in our lives? Or is it a mix of the two, in which God has certain paths for us and we choose which to walk on and which to ignore? Sometimes I feel that the things that occur in our lives are way past our control and have happened for a reason. To show us what ew have in our lives or to open our eyes and teach us a lesson. Do some of us show more emotion beacuse that is how we are raised or because that is how God created us? Do some of us make wrong decisions because God wants us to learn a lesson? Do we have certain friends because we chose to be their friend, or beacuse we were ment to cross paths and somehow help each other? Are our enemies really enemies or angels in disguise teaching us lessons? Why are we each different, but so alike? This world is filled with billions of people, each unique to themselves, but fitting in some catagory of types of people. Are we all truly unique or are we just not willing to admit how much alike we truly are? Why do people hate each other for stupid reasons, such as religions and race? Why is it that those same people that hate others for those stupid reasons expect people to accept them with open arms? Why is there pain in this world? Why is there crime and slavery and tears? Why do we even cry in the first place? Why did God create us to even have the ability to cry? We do we show ANY emotion at that? If we are here for a reason, why doesn't God just let us know what the reason is so that we can fulfill it? Life has way too many questions and is very confusing... |
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| 11:53pm 17/10/2005 |
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JustAbitHYPE04 (11:44:22 PM): put ur tv on espn
xXxTaLLiBaByxXx (11:44:26 PM): ok
xXxTaLLiBaByxXx (11:44:40 PM): thank you:-)
JustAbitHYPE04 (11:44:52 PM): yep thought u might like it
xXxTaLLiBaByxXx (11:45:01 PM): thank you i loveeee watching cheerleading lol
JustAbitHYPE04 (11:45:20 PM): no prob lil sis
xXxTaLLiBaByxXx (11:45:25 PM): big bro;-)
Im happy my sis is still close with ernie =) |
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| what is love |
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| 11:37pm 17/10/2005 |
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So what really is true love? i think you have truly found love when you feel that you are a better person with the significant other. When you will do anything in your power to keep them happy, even if it causes you pain. When you are willing to put urself aside and concentrate on the one you love, that is pure love. Love isnt about the size of the wedding ring or the money or the sex. People forget what a marriage is about and put a price tag on everything nowadays, throwing away the true meaning of marriage and love. Marriage is setting the soul free, letting it become the best that it can be and guiding each other to achieve what we are striving for. A wedding band should be plain and simple, just as love should be plain adn simple. It should not matter the decorations on the band, just as in love. Love should not be about material things, but about bettering urself and each other. About guiding each other and lending a helping hand. Love is when you hate being apart when your sad, when you hate being apart when your mad, and when you have the most being apart when you are happy because you truly want to share all your happiness together. I feel that people forget what real love is and that society makes relationships and love and marriage turn into a materialistic fake bond, that it should not be. I hope everyone truly finds it, including me, because we all need to be able to better ourselves and I feel that love helps you better urself.
WOW dude..that was so random |
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| 11:12pm 17/10/2005 |
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Good bonding day with Allen..lol. He texted me at 730 in the morning and told me to come over so we can talk...we tlaked a little and he actually cried...he didnt let me see thought but he did. And then after work i came over his house for like an hr as well and all we did was laugh our asses off and be STUPID all night. It was truly perfect =)
Ashley and Rachel came over..it was SOOO hot
Laguna was gr8 =)
Class tommoro =( nitenite |
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| 10:07pm 16/10/2005 |
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mood: thoughtful
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Ive been at the bottom for the past few months and to be honest, that feeling has really sucked. Ive felt every emotion from feeling happiness to complete depression and I have decided its time for it to stop. Its time for me to take a handle on my life and keep on movin. Ive had the worst weekend and it will take a while for me to feel completly better from it. So im gunna cry all the tears that i have inside me. Im gunna cuss and yell at whoever gets in my way. Im gunna lay up in my bed and think myself into a frenzy. Im gunna listen to all my slow songs until they are played out. Im gunna do everything to take out all my emotions so that by the time I'm all cried out, all I will have left is my strength. All this drama and all this pain happened for a reason. Maybe soon I'm going to be in for some great treat and I had to go through all this so that I won't take what occurs in the future in advantage. I dont know what my life has in store for me, but I do know that I am going to try to make the best of what I can. Its time for me to now allow my emotions to control me and not to allow petty things to effect me, but to be in the drivers seat in my life. I am going to take control of my life before i let it completly stear away from me. I have so many goals and dreams and I can't allow things to take me off of the path that I have planned for myself. You know..its funny. At dinner I was discussing a lot of dreams that I have for the future and my parents looked at each other with the "hahaha she can dream..rite?" dace. You know what? for a moment I let that break me down, but now I feel it will only make me stronger. I have always felt that I have to prove myself to my parents because I am not what they want as a daughter and I will be so happy when I do complete all my goals and prove my parents wrong for thinking I couldn't do it. I want to major in psychology and yes, this semester, ive been fooling around. But its time for me to put my all into it. I want to help people who are in need because I wish I always had someone to depend on. I want to design and build my own house, inside and out. I want to start a chain of clubs that will cater to many different types of people. One day. One day im telling you I wil do all this. I don't care who tries to stand in my way and if I have to start off livin on the streets beacause my parents dont agree or like my way of things. I will be all that I want to be and its time for me to begin working towards it.
To whoever ACTUALLY read all that..DAMN. get something better to do =) |
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48 hugs XoXo |
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| 03:12am 16/10/2005 |
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mood:  pissed off
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GGGRRRRR...i went to bed at like 1 and was woken up 10 minuts ago to little Mr thug on the phone. "i got ur text messages" he said and im like "Ok?" and ime like "wahts up?' (acting ilke i dont care) and he said "jail". HA! gr8! stupid thug shit! stupid stupid stupid. i dont him about doin stupid things. STUPID thug shit i swear. hang aruond with the wrong ppl adn it wil get u in trouble adn thast wat he did. grrrrrrrrrrr. nobody ever listens to me. GRRR
im angry...can u tell??
i think i sound ilke a lion with all the grrs i said |
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| 01:37am 15/10/2005 |
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Im happy im begining to see some people's true sides....
FUCK THUGS
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| 08:40pm 13/10/2005 |
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mood: cheerful
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HOW TO MAKE LOVE
Ingredients:
4 laughing eyes
4 well-shaped legs
4 loving arms
2 firm milk containers
2 nuts
1 fur-lined mixing bowl
1 firm banana
Directions:
1. Look into laughing eyes.
2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms.
3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently.
4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results.
5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight).
6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls.
Notes:
1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use.
2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.
3.If cake rises, Uh Oh!!!!
Im still happy =) |
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| 10:38pm 12/10/2005 |
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mood: cheerful
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OMG!!! For the first time EVER Rachel, Krysta, and I are ALL happy at the same time! This is so amazing and it makes me even happier. I dunno how long this happiness will last, but we 4sure deserve it =)
To all my Jewish friends- have an easy fast =)
Sweetest day is saturday..AHHH. FEMALES- this means you do NOT get spoiled but the man does...haha. DAMN
I am soooo for sure going to cedar point the last weekend of October with Allen...4 sure.
I need a new sprint phone..mine is CRAPPY.
So Rachel and I have decided that you really know you love a person when all you need to do is see them and you wish you brought sum xtra panties..HAHA
KRYSTA IS COMMING TO TOWN THIS WEEKEND!!!
I'm cleaning out my closet. no..forreal...all my clothes are on the floor. haha
LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!! |
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| 03:43pm 12/10/2005 |
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I'm so happy...life is truley begining to go the way i want it to =) |
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